I'm on pg 47

It seems like the author has multiple early warning signs of transference of her own experience onto Ben's experience.  These come in the form of 'dreams', overwhelming emotions, disconnection from her peers, and insomnia.  I thought it was interesting how she decides to seek extra psycho-analytic supervision, but does not share these experiences with her supervisor. Instead on pg 37 she states "I do not mention this world too much alive in my own therapy".  It seems like she is becoming more and more overwhelmed by her own experiences and is attempting to "treat" them with music and art.